WHY DID SARAH LAUGH?
My name is Sarah. You can find my story in the Book of Beginnings.
I was married to Abram; he was a good husband except when he wasn’t.
I knew that I was barren when the visions and visitations began in Ur.
The Lord told Abram—I don’t know how—He said to leave our families.
“I will make you a great nation, a blessing,” He said, “But you have to go.”
So we packed our belongings including servants and animals and left.
Then the Lord appeared to Abram again and said the same thing.
He would come home and tell me about these visitations and I had to listen
there in my barren state. Would Abram have to take another wife? It seemed
inevitable. Next we had to deal with famine. It appeared that God had
forgotten us. Abram took us down to Egypt where he lied about me.
Because I was beautiful, he told people that I was his sister so Pharaoh
wouldn’t want to kill him because of me. Well I was his half-sister
but half a lie is still a lie. Pharoah did claim me but he found out the truth.
He was furious (they don’t record how I felt) and sent me back to my husband.
Years passed; Abram went to war to rescue our nephew Lot. Time passed
but still there was no child from my body. A third time Abram had a vision only that
time he tried to bargain with God. Let a servant boy from our house be my heir!
God took him outside and showed him the night sky. “Count them if you can,
Abram. Your descendants – from your own body – will be that many.”
Abram told me that it was then that he believed. I was not yet convinced.
I told Abram to sleep with my maid Hagar; she got pregnant right away.
When she knew, she hated me and I treated her badly until she ran away.
Wouldn’t you know, the Lord appeared to her and she came back to us and
Ishmael was born. When the Lord came again He changed our names. His,
Abraham, means “father of a multitude” and mine--“princess.” We were far
from either identity. Then one day a trinity came calling. First we thought they
were men, then angels. Whoever, they spoke for God. We prepared a meal for
them and after dinner, they told Abraham that in a year they would return and I
would have born a son. Really? Now? The angel asked, “Why did Sarah laugh?”
I came to the door of the tent; terrified, and denied it. One said, “No, but you did laugh.
We will return in a year, and this will have come to pass.” At that, Abraham laughed.
Can’t you just use Ishmael? “I will bless Ishmael,” the Lord said, but the child of the
promise shall be through Sarah your wife.” So those angelic men left and went
towards Sodom and Gomorrah. But the Lord was not pleased with the men there.
“Their sin is exceedingly grave,” He said. Abraham got involved, and so did Lot, and
so did Lot’s wife. There seemed to be a great unleashing of evil in the land at this time.
Looking back, it’s as if this child was sent by God for God’s purpose to bless the
world and all hell knew and resented and resisted his birth.
One more time, we traveled only for Abraham to lie about me again.
One more time, I was taken by a king, but he never touched me. This child Abram
knew by then would have to be mine and his, not the child of a foreign king.
Finally, I conceived and our son was born. God does have a sense of humor.
The name the Lord gave the child before he was ever conceived in my womb?
Isaac. It means laughter.